skeletons in my closet

a few things abuot me that i've been thinking abuot

• I am becoming a nervous person. I hate meetings, and i don't like being called into them. 
• I miss mom... not that that's news, but i really miss her. 
• I've prettymuch lost most of my self confidence, at least from my point of view. I hate unfamiliar situatiuons, and i'm not really good iwth people i don't know well
• blah- i've been drinking and this is tough... 
• i'm not where i thought i would be
• This past year has been tough, and i woudln't repeat it for the world
• i seem to have lost the ability to write... not general writing, but my beloved poetry... i put the pen in my hand, but it doesn't write... I miss the ability to spill my guts in ink.

Ok... i give up.. i'm half lit and i can't do this right now... but i'm still posting because tehse are relevant points. 

enjoy your night...