I finally got around to decorating the tree tonite. Buddy was asleep and let me have some quiet time to finally hang the prettys. It looks nice.
I'm so sad to have decorated teh tree by myself. Mom alwys hated decorating the tree by herself, and waited till i came home from school to put the tree up. It was always a special time to begin the holiday season. It makes me so sad. I miss mom so much. I'm having a hard time getting myself in a festive mood this year. I still havn't made a christmas list for santa. I have started it so many times, and i don't get anywhere. I don't want much this year... I'm in such a tough place and i just want to make it though the holidays. I want to make this years special, espically since Hunny has been so great to me for months. I'm just heartbroken this holiday season.
The puppy is asleep in my lap, running in his sleep again. I love this doggie - he's just such a good dog for the most part. even if he does prevent me from getting much sleep.
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I really need to get my cats their updated rabies shots... the original appointment fell on when Richard was four days old, so I didn't think there would be time. Then I got laid off. Then we started paying for things for the baby. Good thing the cats never go outside.
I've no doubts your mother was with you the entire time you decorated that tree.
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